i luv erhu!

2011-09-06T21:39:00.001+08:00

1 and a half month in Kimchi Land is totally awesome!! :):)

School's been so busy this week n almost died :X but i kept thinking about jungmin which kept me going :) <3

Seoul Boomerang!! Awesome

2011-03-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

2011 - It's already March..

2011-03-09T16:34:00.003+08:00

My blog has been dead since 2 years ago?? Kinda forget that I even own a blog.. hmm, life in NTU is busy everyday. Cant wait for holidays to come and in July I'll be flying to Kimchi Land :) It's always been my dream to go seoul. I wont be writing much on blog as I will replace my words with pictures since pictures tell a thousand words. :p

2009-10-20T17:33:00.001+08:00

i shall stop blogging till the end of As.
JY my friends!

2009-10-04T19:01:00.003+08:00

weeeeeeeee! this weekend was totally fun! i was out shopping after my last prelim paper on thurs and spent about $50 on clothes, shoes and a dress (all together). i sure found some good bargains around! haha. and not forgetting class outings at Mat's place and skating and ECP. it was totally fun! n i changed my phone to sony c903. love the cam! =)
tmr will be the start of mugging days again and i won't be posting for long. maybe i'll upload some photos when i get really bored. haix. but wat's worst is gp homework. haix 6 more Words(x3) to go. sianx!

2009-09-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

Prelims in a few days time... sob!

2009-07-31T21:47:00.004+08:00

It's Friday once again!

Today was a super tiring day for me where I felt like sleeping for every lesson.& this is as a result of SYF closing ceremony.It's finally over on 30th July, Thurs. Well, so this marks my last performance in TJCO and probably in this year. I'm gonna byebye to my instrument for a while time until at least 'A' levels are over. So, the performance was really fun and exciting cos it's at Esplanade(my first and probably only time)!! weeeeee! it's so cool to perform thr and we got to keep this special pass for admission. haha. Also had a bit of fun moments with the seniors lol. haix.so wishing that i could spend more time wif them. =p. That was a memorable night to remb. ^^ n so after this performance, i have to focus deeply into my studies. no more co commitments does bore life sometimes cos we studying every single moment. Weekends would be like mass tutorials n revision time for me.

The tough times do not last but tough people do last.

& here's a beautiful village in Holland whr thr are no roads! ppl travel by boats only. wow! it's such a beautiful place to live. I wanna travel thr some day!

and recently, i've been feeling rather sad.Why does fate likes to play tricks on people.A person who was so talented can no longer pursue his dreams and aspirations.It's just like a bird without wings, not able to soar into the sky. and I prayed that you will recover soon.pls be well again..

2009-07-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

ops, its been more than a month since i last blog.well, jcts have passed and the new obstacle that i'm facing now is prelims(8wks?!!)!! everyone's getting pretty panicky after jcts and are putting much greater efforts in prelims.so that esxplains the stress level i'm facing and so is everyone else. but i did promised myself a little break at times but well, i took quite a long break this wkend. hmm, friday ended with the harry potter movie! wohoos. went to watch after lessons wif eewen n princess and it was not very packed actually.^^ but anyway, i enjoyed the movie very much! touching n sad. can't wait for the last movie! n today it was the taiwan exchange at tms. well, didn't regretted joining in for this cos the orchestra was really strong! Their standards are really high, considering that thr are some primary school kids. they are just so pro n cute! haahaha. it was a super fun day today! i've fallen in love with the beautiful music. ^^

The last performance that I'll always remb. all these memories will stay wif me 4eva! i'm always attracted to u when u start playing ur instru. =p

2009-06-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

Some photos from my trip to SISPEC, playmax & urban hike!

2009-06-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

It's been long since i last blog. have been really lazy to do so n i keep 4getting that i'm still having a blog. haha. hmm, well just 1 wk to go to jct.. feeling kinda panicky cos it still feels thr's lots of things undone. so i tell myself i shouldn't sleep so much! hehex. n i managed to do so last night, slept at 2am. wohoos. i shall do it again tonight cos my home is pretty empty. half of my family went on holdiay to genting n thr's nobody home throughout the day. n i could concentrate better while studying. =D haix, its so sad they could go play. i want to go do but well, i guess i will regret if i go lol! LOL. so must study study.. & also, i finished watching boys over flowers!! it's such a nice show!! i hope thr's partII coming out next year when As are over n i can watch slowly. i was like fast forwarding the episodes cos it really took alot of time to watch them. =) weeeee! okies, shouldn't think about shows anymore. =x

Gambatte everyone!

2009-05-31T14:33:00.004+08:00

here's the photos during choir concert. i totally had a great time hanging out wif my cg friends. hahas. lots of photos taken but i'm too lazy to load. so a few would do. =p. anyway, this was a fun outing for me when we hanged out at lau pasat for supper. =D so fun!

When times get bored..

2009-05-29T17:48:00.003+08:00

The last day of school.
Weeeeeee! feeling so happy right now! hahas. it's the end of term2 finally! the past few weeks were busy as thr were much things to catch up. n the tough time is over once again.i could take a break le. wohoos. hmm, june holidays would most probably be time for studying but gonna go for some fun events like playmax n co camp. hehex. that's all for now.

2009-05-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

Gold with Honours!
n what more can i say. that's the result we wanted, the result we fought for for the past
__ days. the last month to syf was the toughest but the most meaningful n worthwhile. when the results were annonuced, it was tears of joy.. we were all so scared.. but now no more worries! it's ours!! should really thank everyone including alumni for the help n support during the bad times. ^.^ n of course, our dear conductor, 黄老师. this last syf in my life is not a competition, its a performance, a showcase of our true ability n power. weeeeeeee! it will stay in my heart 4eva, n TJCO totally rocks!

n we ended our celebration at vivo.it's just such a great place to be! i felt a strong sense of belonging to tjco. n thinking that we're stepping-down makes me so sad.. anyway, i'll always remb last night! the beauty of all of us.

many wonderful memories at vivo ^^ (6 May 2009 - the day we did it!_)

2009-05-03T15:13:00.003+08:00

It's 3 days to SYF~ the last time i've got time to blog was 2 weeks ago. oh wow! can't wait for the exciting moment on stage. =p. well, these few days of practice reminded me of the syf 2 years ago whr i had many sleepless nights. at least it wasn't so bad now cos i think everyone had a common goal so that constant fear wasn't so great. haix.. anyway, these past few practices hav been worthwhile n i've learnt many many things, touched by all the little things ppl are doing..yea it's true that we won't hav a 2nd time anymore! striving on!! =)

i totally love ytd prac though we got scolded. i feel so enlightened n cheerful after prac. hmm, partly becos it's almost to syf n that a big group of alumnis came back ytd. hehex. n i've got to know a new senior who's super lame! totally giv him the -.- look all the time. n i tink he teaches really well lol cos he's jus so patient. =p~

2009-04-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

2 more wks! or actually 3wks to happy days (after my h3 exam) oh god! let me survive through pls..
The many times whr i really felt so tired..but in the end i know that it will still be worth it for the sake of myself~ i must perserve on with all the support from my friends but i'm just so so tired..

2009-04-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

I just feel so frustrated! n disappointed. after all the hard work n sacrifices i've made many many times before, its all gone to nth. ~~ life is just so unfair! well, i just have to face it, this is the reality world i live in. n really wat matters most to me now is my studies. after today, i swear that i can never giv up on my studies. this is the only way that i can do to make up for this result i've got. it's how i lead my life, i'm gonna decide for myself.

This week was a tiring week for me, whr i felt like sleeping for all my lectures! i'm getting into such a bad state.. n thr's 3 weeks of such to go. lots of complaints from my parents n i myself cannot stand such ridiculous rules.

2009-04-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

yeh! i can finally hav a good rest during the wkend. but i dread tmr to come... rawr!! totally spoil my beautiful wkend. i wanted to sleep until 10am!! but i got to reach sch at 830. crappy~~

2009-03-27T20:31:00.004+08:00

WEeeee! MCTs are finally over!

These 2 weeks are the worst time i've had in this year. It sure was a tiring journey! n i survived through. i tot i couldn't survive this. the worst of the worst is now over... =) i'm so glad that most papers are do-able but maths was kinda tricky lex. though mct is now over, next week is a week that i dread again cos of h3 test on wed n chem spa on thurs. haix~~ i can't go out to play this weekend... nvm, it's just 1month more to end all the miseries.

n today i went out wif lihui to buy present at tm. wohoos. hav been long since i went to a shopping mall.=x. went to a few shops including toysarus.n saw these 2 super cute toys:

i wan the orange colour one! n lihui wants the yellow spongbob. hahas. let's buy each other one for christmas! =)

2009-03-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

so its 2 days more to MCT. so freaking out! haix. i just finished typing out my notes for gp n had like bad aches all over me. =x. guess i sat infront of the com for too long. it was draining! argh. i didn't expect myself to spend so much time on gp as it's a subject which i myself dun even know how to study. i sure hope that my efforts dun go down to waste! really scared for monday cos of gp and econs.(my worst 2 subjects). i just pray that god will help me through this. =)

n i'm feeling so dazed right now cos i just got like 5hr of sleep ytd n the 7hr prac on thurs sure was tiring! i actually wanted to hav a good rest but then my mind was filled with lots of stuff/things left undone that i find it so difficult to sleep. so after tossing for like 2 hours on the bed, i got up to do work and it was 2.30 in the morning~ did my study for 2 hrs and could finally sleep well. haixyo. i sure hav a problem of not being able to sleep well. *stress ah!*

You're still the one that i admire the most..my heart would always skip a beat whenever i see u. *-*

2009-03-18T11:54:00.003+08:00

I'm so frustrated that time is running out!!
haix. lots of things left undone.... 4 more critical days minus 2 days of practice. i tink i'll go insane.

spare a thought for others pls!

2009-03-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

The release of 'A' levels results.

Today was an exciting day with all the commotion going ard in sch. hahas. got back my chinese result today n my hard work paid off! wohoos. :) anyway, i think tj did well this year overall though maths was below national avg. oh god! i think the jct papers will be tougher. =x. saw many happy faces upon getting their results in the hall. well, just to say that after getting the results, we just hav to move on. it's all destined. =) Be happy everyone!! n i shall work really hard..... ^^

i guess u did well..:) the last time i'm seeing you in sch. =D

2009-02-20T20:30:00.002+08:00

hellos! i'm finally appearing on my blog again. The month of Feb is gonna end soon but this month is a really fun-filled one! V.day just passed not long ago n i hav got lots of chocolates n snacks to munch on. wohoos.! it's more of friendship day for me. anyway, this week was the end of friendship week so we revealed ourselves for the angel-and-mortal thing. ahh. i 4got to check whether my angel gave me anything. =x. hope thr would be some food. ahhahaa. thx to the "transformers" who bought the class jellyhearts in celebration of friendship day. it was really nice to eat. i want more!!! =D

CO practices are also increasing to 3 times a week. haix. Tired is the only word to explain for the past few weeks. tests have been coming along wif many topics being tested. i'm done wif my chem n econs test tis week! but thr's 2 maths test for me next wk. arghhhH! weekends were just the time for me to chiong my hw n study. during lastwkend, i just sat thr from morning to night to study, allowing time for eating n bathing. haix. that's just the life i'm having right now. =/ don't think it will change any better. but the happenings around sure brighten my day.. =)

2009-02-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

Some pics i took during cny. hahas. so random. -.- been busy these few days n i guess i won't be blogging much more. =x. sianx. got so much work to do!! haix. oh well, the JC1s are coming in tmr. wohoos. =p. it just brings back such good memories...

2009-01-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

2 wks of sch just zoomed past like that but it doesn't feel like 2 weeks at all! Time seems to passed slower though. hahas. but this will change soon, after cny i guess cos of the extra co practices that i may have plus the mct is like nearing fast! argh! it just feels so busy but anyway, i'll try my best n do my work. hahaha. play is also important sometimes.=D Today is chuwen's birthday n we sang birthday songs n thr was a cake for the january babies! wohoos. why december dun hav ah?? ahahah.

anyway, tmr is cny celebrations n thr's a carnival after that. hope that it would be fun not like last year when i crashed into tj. lol.

I hav to push on cos i know the road is tough. stop complaining n start working. hahas/

2009-01-12T13:12:00.002+08:00

First day of sch in 2009

Sch ended at 10am today. Wohoos. cos thr were just civis lessons n talks. Then after that went to the mkt to eat n so i'm back home so early(It only happens once in a year). I can forget about going home early for the rest of the year except on fridays. =x. I so dun like the time table but i'm glad to see my friends again! =)

Happy birthday to HUIYAN & EILEEN !

2009-01-09T09:23:00.000+08:00

*想见不能见最痛*

2009-01-05T13:09:00.003+08:00

1 more wk to sch reopening!

Argh! i dun wan to go back sch! haix. when sch reopens again, it would be a really hectic year for me since my timetable is still as bad as ever. =( n i haven't finish my gp hw! grrrr! i've been slacking these few days but ytd was a great day for me while cleaning up my cupboards. LOL. hmm, while packing, i found a whole set of letters/cards that were piled up in a corner from primary-jc. there sure was alot, and then i began reading them one by one. some were really lame n it was such a happy feeling reading those. i felt so glad that there were so many wonderful friends n juniors around me. then i saw the birthday card again which i made n didn't giv out. -.= haix.. it just brings back good memories! =)

n i've gone to rebond my hair on sat!! wohoos. my hair is super flat cos haven't wash yet. =p. it cost me 70 bucks! so heart-pain. =x. but i think it's worth it cos my hair wasn't very much damaged. hehex. n i look like this now. =p

2008-12-31T20:46:00.006+08:00

The final 3 hours of 2008!

Christmas is over and year 2009 is coming!! the moo-moo year. hahas.the last 3 hours of 2008 is spent at home. It's just so boring. -.= anyway, i guess i would staying up to watch the fireworks later. =p. today is a total slack day for me. i only read like 1 set of econs notes for the whole day. oh crap. i totally got no mood to do anything cos my mind just says that thr is still 1 wk more to sch reopening. i still got like half of gp homework to finish!! gp is such a sianx subj.! but a good thing is i've finished my part for the report for econs proj. rawr! The last day of 2008 is spent so unproductively. =(

Though today was boring, this year's christmas was rather fun as i spent my evening hanging out wif the peeps at qq's church. hehex. i just thought that we're just having dinner tgth but we stayed until ard 11, talking n eating. =) n i met a few new friends all thx to qq n valerie. it was a wonderful night spent with all of them! wohoos. n qq kept me entertained throughout. hahaha. >.<

n i've been thinking about rebonding my hair after i hear my sis mention about it. but it's like so ex can! dun bear to part wif my hard-saved money. LOL. i quite of want to go rebond cos my hair is like so curly at the end since it's at shoulder-length. n my hair is soo messy! =x

Thx to these group of ppl who hav made year 2008 a wonderful year for me! :
-PAE08s411
-TJCO 07/08 batch
-the 5 tms girls: lihui,debbie,deborah,xinyun n me!
-17/08
-friends from hogc =)

A new year of hectic life is going to start soon! hope that everything will go on smoothly next year. =)

I just hope that u will always b happy though life would be tough ah? =x

2008-12-22T19:25:00.004+08:00

I'm finally 17!

This year's birthday was kinda boring cos i'm in Sg. lol. but anyway, had a wonderful time shopping n eating at parkway. =) I allowed myself to slack for the whole day cos this day is once in a year =p. argh.. have to start doing my work again from tmr onwards. Sianx! n thr's co in the morning! i didn't touch my instrument at all. -.= oh well.

2008-12-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

Pics from EPS gathering!

Cool ah?

irene n me

THey peek at me!! argh!!

Lovely girls

The wishing ball that we drew on!

2008-12-16T20:26:00.003+08:00

Happy day!

Today's a tiring day! went out wif deborah,debbie,xinyun n lihui to sakae to celebrate birthdays n gathering too! had buffet n i'm super full now. =)

We had more plates but the person took away!

2008-12-14T11:17:00.002+08:00

Wohoos! i'm back to blogging! It's been long since i last updated. That's cos i'm lazy to do so n thr's nth much to blog much since i'm almost everyday at home playing/studying. LOL. Holiday assignments are almost done but thr's still tons of REVISION to do. so crappy! n that stupid econs project! >.< & 2 more episodes of fated to love you. wohoos. its kinda draggy lol but overall its still ok.

On thurs, i went out wif my pri sch friends! it was an outing for us 6/1 but its still the same few ppl coming. It was still very fun though cos we talk alot this time. haha. At first we wanted to play at ECP but due to the poor response we went to bowl n after that we went pp to have lunch. We were all along sharing love stories, forcing everyone to say their part. oh well! ^^ it was really interesting. hehex. then irene n ziheng came along to join us n we went orchard to watch bolt, the 3D ver. overall, its a nice movie n it cost us $6 nia. wohoos. next we went to pool n i got a few tyko shots lol. =p. dinner was at 9pm at ps n we talk all the way until 11. It was an enjoyable day for me!!! shall upload the pics soon.

2008-12-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

An awesome day too though it was tiring!

I felt really glad that u were thr cos thr's no gurantee that we will meet ever again. I wanted to leave all this with no regrets but how am i gonna do it?

2008-12-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hongkong TripLast part: Disneyland

I've uploaded the photos for my hongkong trip le. took me ages but its faster than uploading just the images alone. blogger sure is lagging my computer. argh. okies anyway, disneyland was a really fun place to be in. given the opportunity to perform thr was totally awesome! Then the rides in disneyland though mostly kiddy but were sweet and cute. Its a place for all to go!! Everything was just so beautiful thr n how i wish i dun have to leave. it is a place where dreams come true =). i feel like i'm a small little girl then. N for the finale: Fireworks at the castle thr. it was really magical n i will remember it forever! I cherish every single day that we spent in hongkong.

It would be an unforgettable one for me n i know that its time to leave those happy memories in my heart. Thanks for all the great times together! It's time to let go. I guess i will focus on my studies so that i won't think so much. =p.

2008-12-09T21:17:00.001+08:00

part 2

2008-12-03T09:22:00.001+08:00

Part1: at the wax museum

2008-12-02T19:18:00.001+08:00

2008-12-02T18:11:00.002+08:00

今天过得好快呀.

It's the last day alr and it past real fast. I woke up at 11 today and faster chiong to the toilet to wash up and ran out of the house at 1130. then reach sch around 12 but the co room was still quite empty. so a group of us started playing cards. I wanted to take pics but u were like at the far side so i decided not to. haix. so after returning the blazer, we girls took a 弦乐 photo before leaving for lunch. 好舍不得！but hopefully, they will still come back! =) then when we reach kfc, we saw rachel and peeps taking away food. well, 很巧哦也很开心。but i daren't look. (我不是故意的=( ._. )this would make me feel worst.

after chatting for quite long in kfc(yingkai,yuanteng,jiemin), we decided to leave. n before going home we went munchy to buy donuts cause i got a craving for sweet stuff whenever i feel like crying. haixx. my mind was filled with u during the journey back home..& i broke down yet again.

我不想再一次和你分离。。。

2008-12-01T20:05:00.013+08:00

I'm back in Singapore!!!

wohoos. time flies and 6 days in hongkong was a memorable period for me! =) I had alot of fun thr and there were many happy moments. i will cherish them forever!
shall upload photos instead of writing them out. too lazy. =x. haix. the end of the hongkong trip also marks the day i work hard in preparation for my J2 life. argh! work is tough as ever n i'm still not focused on doing my homework. wahhahas.

2008-11-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

It was a beautiful day today! i felt really happy! =)

yes, practice today was great. N i like lion king medley. wohoos. though i didn't have much melody to play. The song just touches me so much & the last part of the song was "can u feel the love tonight". I got reminded of cg 17/08! =p. hmm.. well thr was sectionals in the morning but i came late =x. when i reached, it was almost time for lunch break. n yuan teng went to meet her class ppl so i was like feeling lonely in the co room so i decided to accompany those guys to eat. hahas/ n i just sit and stare at them eating lol since i ate before i come for practice.hmm.. i observed lots of stuff while they were eating. =p. 2nd time eatin with him & i guessed it would be the last time wor. lucky i come before lunch break. hahahas. n the CO room was freezing cold again n it was raining (that's why it was a beautiful day). i'm sitting directly whr the aircon blows so it was super duper cold!!

anyway, after the hongkong trip, i doubt i'll see him anymore le. how i wish that time won't past so fast.

2008-11-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Tues practice & 6 more days to hongkong!!

Today's practice was long: from 9am-6pm. & its holidays now. what kind of life am i having can!! normal school lessons wasn't that long b4. hmm.. well, just for the sake of hk trip & next year's SYF, certain sacrifices have to be made. haix. i wanted to complete some holiday hw in the afternoon de but last minute got practice. i knew this would happen thats why i called off the shopping trip earlier with eewen. SRY eewen! i promise we will go out soon again~ so no shopping & no work done today. omg. when can i properly start my revision and hw eh?

Though it was a long prac for us xuanyue ppl, it was fun cos got snrs come back le. & they finished their 'As' le! *claps claps* =)

it used to be the other way round. but i have to bear with it.
i miss the days with tmsco alumni!

2008-11-14T17:38:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee! i'm happy~

Just came back from school not long ago. hmm.. co practice today was okok but then mingda didn't come for the first half of prac cos he's sick. then me and yuanteng was like shyt! die die*! it was really scary cos only 2 erhu and we are playing different parts!! luckily the conductor nv scold us =p but yea need to prac. very hard to improve on my skills. haix. it's hard to prac at home though wif so many distractions going on n its super duper loud. my whole family will just ask me to shut up. hahahaha.

o yea and 'A' levels ending soon for my seniors. hope that they are still surviving o0. *i can't imagine me taking 'A's next year!* dun even want to think about it. hmm.. lets see: J2: 1. SYF 2. Concert 3. leadership programme. alamak. how to handle lol! sianx. how i wish i could just run away from all these.. anyway, liangyu n khangleng came back to see us today :) n liangyu still look as cheery. =D *JYJY~*

N i misssed 2 eps of corner wif love the past 2 days cos was out wif eewen+princess too. =p. nvm, i shall watch on youtube instead. hahas. shopping n eating wif eewen was fun!! though i didn't buy anything. n ytd at tamp. i saw QianQian wif her church friends and 1 of them know eewen too. then talk talk abit.. hmm.. got awkard silence lol. n memories of the past came back again. .....

2008-11-10T18:24:00.003+08:00

Some photos which i wanted to upload long ago~~

I miss my erhu!!

Memories for me~ i chance upon this card while packing my stuff. lol.

Lastly, the one that i like most><

2008-11-09T16:58:00.002+08:00

Holidays are here!

i'm happy but it's also v boring at home since i didn't went out during this weekend. i'm rotting at home doing nth productive not even watching much dramas. hmm.. dun really have a craving to watch any dramas though i tot i have a lot of nice shows to watch. but i'm still watching hotshot and the zhuan jiao yu dao ai by luo zhi xiang and daS. these 2 shows are really nice though i'm only watching a few eps of hotshot cos my sis and bro watch so fast la. anyway, i'm back to playing audition ever since i stopped 2 years ago n swan's playing too but she's in malaysia now. sianx. no ppl to play wif me =x.

also, i started doing my maths holiday hw. =p. i'm bored until this extent lol. but it's good to start early so that i can play more next mth. hmm.. these days nth much to blog about..

but i just went to read my dec07 archives about how i dun like mj n the penang trip. well.. it turns out tht life in mj is one of the best times in my life n the penang trip.. sure brings back lots of wonderful memories about how much i luv CO! but now, i think that has changed what wif all those XX.

2008-11-04T21:00:00.002+08:00

I dun feel a sense of belonging living on this piece of greenland.

I wan to live in the sea whr i can see sunrise and sunset everyday.

2008-11-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeee! It's finally over.

When I said the last line for my op, i was feeling dam great!! n when the QnA came, argh.. it was totally crappy. o nvm about that.. it's all over now le! Time for celebration n playing. =) i got so much fun things to do that i dunno whr to get started. hmm anyway, today we had a mini-post OP celebration and we girls and a few guys went katong to play pool. It was my first time playing that and i was really slow at that. but it was rather fun =p. n i saw kenny(mj de) thr! wohoos. i forgot his name at that moment but he still remembered mine. hahahs. He's pro lah! =p
so we played till ard 6 and headed off to parkway to shop. We walk ard and talk talk and eat. we then left ard 8+ so i'm feeling really sleepy now. These past days have been a busy 1 for me and i didn't had much rest. now i'm off to bed. zzzzz.

n yucks, thr's CO tmr and on wed. TOTALLY SPOIL MY MOOD LAH!
I WAN TO GO PLAY!!

JY to all my seniors taking 'A's levels. I'll be praying for you guys:
MJ seniors (PAE OGLs & ODAC seniors) ^^
TJ seniors (TJCO)

2008-10-31T18:42:00.003+08:00

A wonderful day today!!~

Today seems to be a really happy and enjoyable day for me. I'm finally feeling happy after all the slogging during the past few weeks. One is because chinese exam is over! wohoos. i won't have to study chinese anymore. hehex. about the paper.. well, dun wanna say much.. just wait for the results to come out lol. ponder more also useless de. N OP rehearsal today was okay for my group except that we have to memorise our script. No cue-cards at all lex! EVIL TEACHER. hahaha. but it's for the benefit of us too.=)i hope my OP will go on well.. more practices tmr again! just a few days to go le..... weeeeeeeee!

n today is a very memorable day for our whole class i guess.. cos it's the last day that we are having lessons(Pw lessson? lol.) wif quek quek. awwwww. n after all the groups presented finish(without him losing his temper =p), he showed us a video of 17/08 which carried lots of memories ever since he came to teach us in term 3. it was a nice video and i guess everyone was touched yea? He has always been wanting to help bond our class better n has put in a lot of effort for us.. =p. n we got a lunch treat from him at pizza hut just now. dam nice lol! after that, we came back sch to play bb, captain's ball. really fun! it's been long since i felt the joy when playing captain's ball. =)

My passion for music will not stop but i dun feel like i'm part of a big family anymore. it's just so distant from mi.

2008-10-27T21:26:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all who encourage me all the while when i'm really down. I'm now a happy girl again! sry for letting you ppl worry about me. I'm so glad to have friends like you! =) I finally see the light!

Perserve on! looking forward to the end....... weeeeeeeeee!

2008-10-24T21:22:00.003+08:00

WR is finally over!! (a sad and happy day)

Well, today is the official submission of WR. These few days have been tough for me and i broke down a lot of times this week. On top of that, i hardly had any proper sleep and i've fallen sick now. When the whole thing was done, i felt relieved but was uncertain as i think it wasn't of good standard at all. Haix. I guess the teachers didn't push us enough before and consultations are all done so last minute. I only hope for a B for PW. Just a B and i'll be happy cos i know that my WR can't make it. I'll hav to work hard for my OP in order to salvage the situation. At least it's not so bad now since we have somehow settle the WR. A tough, long journey... ...
So, now it's Chinese and OP. my group's OP is somehow the worst in my class as our slides are still not settled yet. I know that i can't depend on others anymore and i have to do things myself. I still prefer to do individual work. For those who contributed little and still share the same grade as me, i really dun noe what to say. I'm doing it for myself. I'm doing it for the sake of my future. If only i was given a better group, things won't be as bad as now. PW is just an unfair subject.

2008-10-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

I'm so scared about everything!

I might be away for quite some time cause i really have other important stuff to do like chinese and Pw. It's super stress trying to cope with so many things esp Pw. I'm now neglectin my chinese becos of pw though i feel that chinese is of greater importance to me. Life totally sux to the max! Wr is due next friday and my group's one is still full of things to be changed. I'm really scared that we can't finish on time and it's of really low standard now. blehx. i wan to have more time! it's even worst than promos now. i would rather take 2 times of chinese than to do PW. all my weekends are now focused on pw and chinese. I wan to do well for both but it seems kinda impossible for Pw now. since it's the final leg, i'll try my best. but as i see those people ard me whose Pw are going on really well, i feel that i will just fail that subject. Who would giv me the strength to continue movin on. idk. =(

I see a bit of hope ytd night becos of ur advice n i was almost stress to tears!~

2008-10-10T16:38:00.004+08:00

I'm happy!!!
i got an early birthday present =) hehex. weeeeeeee! This morning, we had to check our results for promos and i got 3As, 1B,1C and 1S(or E) ^^ really happy wif my results cos all the hard work has paid off. n i'm deciding whether to take up H3 maths with eewen.=p. it will be so fuN. Also, all my classmates are promoted n that's so great! =) TO celebrate this, we girls(except kendra..haix.) are going to stayover at xiuhui's house on sunday. we are plannin to go orchard eat dinner then camp at x.h. house until the next day where we will all go sch together. sounds cool ah?

Thanks so much to all the teachers! =)
I really hope that all will follow us up..

2008-10-07T13:34:00.003+08:00

Another boring day in sch!! Today is filled of slack periods and we had nothing to do all the time. hmm, actually is got some homework but no mood to do. i shall finish them at home. N thr's also chinese revision which i can do. i should get started fast~argh.Exam is just like in 3weeks time, same for OP. i think my OP totally sucks though i haven't presented but everything just isn't right. OP and WR is what i think of everyday. sianx!

Got back my exam scripts alr, except for GP. n passed off except for gp i think. From what my cher say, i think i flunk my gp which is very normal. i've have failed from sec 3 to 4. -.= and gp is tougher than sec4 el can!! It's so shitty. *yawnz*

still got half-hour more to the next lesson and i will have 2 periods break again followed by chem. haix. Life's so boring.

2008-10-02T14:47:00.003+08:00

Edited:(photos!^^)

PW PW PW! it's PW everyday from wed to fri. i'm so sick of PW alr but thr's still so many periods of PW. shit PW! tmr's the final submission for EOM and i'm so lazy to edit. i guess i'll change it later. and tmr is my 1st OP presentation. so scary lex. i hate presentations cos i dunno how to talk in front of the class. =x. sianx. i'll just crap my way through. hahaha. i wanna go out more often but now i'm stuck wif PW until 3rd nov. just now our cher told us our actual date for OP is 3rd nov which is a few days after CL exam so not so bad. the bad thing is we got the moderators!! omg. i scared they very strict lol. it's so suay to get moderators. thr will b so many examiners in the room. today isn't a really happy day for mi cos got OP to do in sch and i know what's my GP paper2 marks le. it's a fail and quek say until like i did very badly. cos the marks might be moderated down and i may not get a S. haix. i hope my compo would be okay but i have placed greater hopes on my compre. oh well. i'll leave it to fate.

side track abit.. On tues, i went out wif lihui to vivo. it's really fun as we found many new interesting places which i didn't go to before. lol. we were fascinated by the merlion that we saw from the open space in vivo. we kept walking the wrong direction too and took the train the wrong way. must be due to overdose of exams. It was a happy day!! We went to see handphones too and i saw one nokia one which i like but its >$100 and i got no $ to pay. so i dun think i'll change my phone this year. We also went ard to the sentosa station at vivo and took some brochures. So many fun things to play thr now! i wan to go thr someday. =)

2008-09-29T17:10:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeeee! Promos has ended!. wohoos. 5 days of papers just zoom past like that so quickly. and i had brace through it! This journey is indeed tiring but i deserve a good rest now. =p. but thr's more to come : PW! It's the most hateful subject on earth, even worst than phyics ok. My group's WR is like a disaster and it's really difficult to amend the things. sianx sianx. but nvm, today is play day, i'll work on pw from tmr onwards. i really hope that a miracle will happen to save our WR. haix..

2008-09-27T13:52:00.002+08:00

Promos haven't end!! argh! but to some ppl, it has ended: those bio students like chew chew. ahahas. sianx! i still got physics paper on mon and its an afternoon paper. the good thing is i still got time to study since i haven't touch my physics for so dam long but the bad thing is i got no mood to study at all. totally in the after-exams mood le. but lucky for me i only need to study for 6 chapters. =) H1 totally rocks!

Last week... the super tiring week. GP paper was as tough as ever, same for chem. maths and econs were ok. and i am so glad that these are finally over. just one more to go!! i will do my best for physics! wohoos.

It will be over soon.

2008-09-18T12:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired!! Countdown to promos: 5 days!! time is running out and yet i still got lots more things to study. haix. Life's really tough these days n i'm feeling so sleepy blogging in school now. hahhas. I won't have time to blog at home so i'm using my break time in sch to do so. I'm suffering from an overdose of econs.! the econs concepts are chanting in my head.
Study break starts tmr but its still a really short period of time for us. so, many of my class ppl started skipping school during the past few days. but not me. i just dun dare. hahas. I'm forever the suay one who gets caught whenever i wanna skip sch. -.= but nvm, i'm doing my intensive revision after school everyday until ard 11 these days. N surprisingly, i dun feel tired studying at night. but yet i wanna sleep in school now. oh well. at least thr's smth that's motivating me all along =PP. the J2s end their prelims today! and they must be off playing alr! tsk tsk. but nvm, i'll put in my best effort for my promos! 5 more days to go. i can do it!!!

I'm so looking forward to after promos. =P
i feel happy seeing u.

2008-08-31T18:28:00.002+08:00

Here comes the torturous week of the year, working hard towards promos. It's gonna be a tough fight but i will perserve on. Studying is so tiring! JY to everyone out that mugging. i guess i won't be blogging for a while.

This year's staff day in tjc wasn't really that fun as compared to those in tms. i guess the activities were kinda boring. but the concert was pretty ok. and after celebrations at tj, the group of tms-tj ppl went back to tms to find our beloved teachers! N it was a great feeling to be back at tms. ^^

2008-08-22T17:36:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so fraustrated over school work esp phyiscs!! i dun understand a single thing my cher said today... arghh. so sianx! promos are coming soon about 4 wks left ba! J2s are having their study break from next wk. they are leading a tougher life =p. quek quek was walking past me and kendra just now and he pop over our table to talk to us. n i realise he's one of those kind who play all day and can get good results. such a person=genius. lol.

Some more pics.. ^^

-TJCo Xuan Yue=)

Pw group wif quek. hahahas.

me and shanmin!!

My tatoo during national day.

BE yourself day! the girls of 1708

2008-08-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

Ytd was "BE yourself day". erm.. not many students actually wore home clothes to sch though. i still remb that in sec school, we just treat BYD as wearing home clothes. hahas. but this year was rather special cos we had to follow a theme which is party. N after much conflict, we finally decided on formal office wear durin the class outing.well, it turned out that everyone wore the right clothes!! so united ah?! During pw lesson, we started taking pictures to be submitted for competiton and we spent the whole lesson camwhoring n the cher was thr as well. So we took lots of photos and i shall upload it someday. Many candid ones too. wahhahas. I truely had a lot of fun taking photos.The last time that i cam-whored was in mj wif xinyi of course! =p To sum up, it was a lovely day ytd but i had co until 730 n i was super tired when i went home..
Nth much happened today.. but just that i kept thinking about him today. He just came to my mind whenever i was stoning and while having lectures i didn't even realise i was scribbling his name on my notes -.= at least i'm not having this kind of thoughts so often as compared to the past. i guess time will help me forget that feeling. i once thought that i will not struggle that much if i was in mj cos i won't be seeing him anymore. I might have been happier thr becos of 08S411(pae) and my dearest OGLs. i luv them to the max! =) But thr will b pros and cons to whether i'm in mj/tj. so i'll just stick to my miserable life in tj and not think so much anymore! i'm too tired to think now. i wan to slp!!!! nitez.

2008-08-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

Some pics from national day..

The girls from 1708. ROck on!

SWEET!~~

2008-08-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

An amazing day ytd!

99% of the guys can't be trusted.
ew, i will always love you. be strong!

2008-08-15T19:07:00.003+08:00

It's been long since i update. well, this wk passed really fast cos thr were 2 tests going on, econs and physics. both aren't my strong subjects so i dun think i'll do well. lols. n i hardly hav the time to do revision for promos which is like 4 n half weeks more. *diedie* co practices on tues and wed ended quite late and it's really a bad thing that i hav cca on 2 continuous days and sometimes 3. *faint* but i'll do my best to pull through since my seniors are able to do so!! yipee! n i'm really feeling really great today cos lots of happy things happen today! ahahahas. not gonna say much about that. =p. o ya and Sg got into the table-tennis women's finals and hav guranteered a silver medal. wahha. that's likes so cool. n guess what, the match started ard 230 and thr was this tv in sch which broadcasted the match. n thr was a whole crowd of students watching lolz. those ppl cheered super loud and it could be heard from the 2nd floor. i guess that's their way of releasing stress? cos they were mostly J2s. -.= n the match is certainly exciting. i rushed home at 4 to watch it! it ended at 6+ which is super duper long.

n i'm going to hongkong at the end of the year wif tjco! a performance thr. wohoos. n i'm so looking forward to it. it's the 2nd time!(guess the hidden meaning lol) wahahhas. but i had a hard time persuading my mama to let me go. =x

i also just found out that my friend got a cousin, stephanie sun! it's like so cool can!

This is e cartoon for my class-tee. =p.

class outing tmr. wonder whether it'll be fun. haix.

2008-08-07T16:18:00.002+08:00

It's a pretty bad day today and it all started with chem and maths test during the first 2 periods. i totally screw up my chem test cos i was totally braindead when doing the qn on gases. n lost 4 marks like that by leaving it empty. arghh!! i didn't noe wat happen then.. i guess i didn't study well enough for it. co practices end pretty late during the past 2 days and i had no time to study though i stayed up until 11+ to finish revision and waking up at 530 to do more revision. i must be too tired to think and got stuck all the way. maths was more of a relief to me though the qn were hard to understand. it's not the easiest test of this year as what mrs goh has said. i feel that the previous tests were much easier! lols. okies enough about all the ramblings.

Sch ended early for me at 130 today cos thr was no pe! wohoos. this is like once in a year. thing.but i had to fin my chem spa which was due today so stayed back for a while to finish it. the others had mock physics spa today which means 3 tests for them. =p. H1 physics is a joy! weeeeee! n next sat is my class outing, which is compulsory for the whole class to go, cos it's organised our CT in an attempt to bond the class. it's really great efforts by him to plan all these and i hope it will bring the class closer. the venue is at ECP and i remembered that i once had a great time wif mj peeps thr! =)

2008-08-01T16:33:00.004+08:00

Happy!!
It's finally the end of the week! wohoos.i've been really busy this week as thr were many activities going ard in sch and homework too! it's the first time that i felt so panicky about not finishing my work on time. hehex. i was like rushing through work everyday after school. haix. life's getting tougher but i'll walk through it somehow. next wk wil b worst cos thr will b 2 tests, chem and maths. xbleh. so long didn't had the feeling of a test. lol. nevertheless, i've braved through this wk and i truely deserve a good rest this weekend.!=)

i guess that's only for tmr>> going for a good meal! that means more running to burn off the extra calories. ohman. n my stamina has been going down these few weeks.guess i ate too much junk food n i just ate a packet of popcorn chicken and drank a whole cup of bubble tea. that's my tea-break!! hahas. n due to e lack of exercising i am aching all over after my 5 stations ytd. n after that i went for the leo club I&I. it was fun being the receptionist. hahas. stoning thr and watching movie in the end. ^^

The last lesson of today went on real badly. it's gp and apparently my cher had a bad throat so he was just typing on msworks to communicate wif us. so the class was super noisy and rude to the ppl who were presenting some stuff since the cher couldn't really scold us. but in the end, e cher gave up and just walked out of the class. haixx. it nearly happened in mj during one of the gp lessons too. ... why can't we just listen quietly?i really dun get it. i hate it so much!

pae08s411 was so much better! i miss the class...... huishan's latest post was so sweet! =p

2008-07-26T21:50:00.003+08:00

A lonely night...

Today is another wonderful day filled with happy memories right at the moment when i went out of my house. ^^hmm, that's because i spent my afternoon n evening with sherr, xinyi and uncle. hahas! well, we actually wanted to go ard shopping smth for uncle de but sherr went tm to buy the present before we met. so, when we had all reach eastpt at ard 3, we went to bk to mug! I tot we won't be mugging today but just in case i brought along my econs tutorial ws. N i was really lucky that i brought my ws along if not i would have been stoning at bk for hours. n the happy thing is i've completed more than half the "short-ans qns". *claps claps* n so i have only left with WR to rush tmr. tsk tsk.

Sidetrack abit :I received a bad news from my ldr in the morn that his laptop crashed n so i will have to type out the whole written report draft 1 by myself. that is like 3000 words and i still have to put proper references. like WTH!! i alr did 2 chapters out of the 5 chapters. it's just sooooo unfair! well, just blame it that i'm the one in-charge of WR at the moment so any last minute work will all be done by me! i hate it so much!
haix. since i got spare time to do, i'll do it for the sake of the grade. i alr planned to do my revision tmr. + thr r selfish n irresponsible ppl who wanna study n just refuse to spent time to do anything for this project. i just hope that they don't get a good grade at all.

okies, back to my day at eastpoint. hmm.. this whole day i saw a few familiar faces n its such a conincidence!
1. Xue fang at Bk eastpoint. mugging too. hahas.
2. Jie Ru at Mos burger tamp. ^^
3. Mrs toh at tamp Mrt. (my physics cher!) - my legs just brought me up to say hi. politeness ba! =)
so after mugging until ard 530, we went to tamp to walk walk n then eat. we finally settled at Mos burger n i bought a plain hotdog bun. but i will nv want to eat it again! its super oily n the moment i bite on it, the hot oil squirted out. can u even imagine? n i guess i ate too much oil from that hotdog bun that my stomach is sick now. arghh.

i felt so lonely on the way home...

2008-07-24T14:39:00.002+08:00

I'm super duper bored!

E-learning seems to go on forever since i can't fin my work. plus pw is adding to my pile of work load. i hav alr done my part but thanks to some editing work, i nid to spent like an hour plus on pw. argh! 4 more days to end of e-learning but i'm not anticipating to that at all cos thr will be lots of tests coming up.-.= the chers expect us to learn so many things by ourself! n some things are kinda hard to understand without a teacher to explain right in front of u. n i totally agree wif someone who said in the maths forum . i was having a hard time listening to those maths lectures online lolz. hahahs. n someone really complained. haix. okies, off to viwawa-ing. =p

2008-07-21T20:59:00.003+08:00

E learning is torturous!! today is only e 1st day n yet i can't go through fin the stuff i'm supposed to do at the end of today. Aish. i think im goona call it a day for now cause my eyes are going to close soon. i'm sooooo tired! well, i guess i spent more time on my maths n didn't do my other subjects stuff cos they were super boring to me. i only found interest in maths. n chem. hahas. e rest makes me wanna sleep. but that's going to be for today only. i will have to put in much effort tmr to complete more things from tmr onwards! ^^ n also pw meeting in the afternoon took up much of my time. but at least the WR is somewhr thr n it makes me feel much better that we can submit on time. n just now i saw "neu neu" at the bedok nlb during our course of meeting. hahas. she was giving tuition to some tms student. it's her leo club duty, so kelian lol. =p. so i had a short chat wif her after e pw meeting. it's great that i had found her as my friend in tj. i guess that's the best thing in tj other than co and olh.
okies that's all.. i'm off to my bed!

just look at the amt of work we hav. the teachers are mad! n the voice recording for lectures. omg.e voice very squeky for _____. ewwww!

2008-07-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

Next week is e-learning wk. yes it's one whole week!! wohoos. but thr's lots of work to be done. aish. but nvm, one week of slack time is better than nth. wahahhas. n gp lesson today was insightful. we discussed about poverty. it's a really sad topic and the videos that we watched were depressing. We are such lucky kids in sg!

2008-07-11T16:53:00.002+08:00

Such a happy place to be..

Today is friday again and i got no cca! today's lessons were pretty much enriching starting wif econs tutorial and ending wif gp. i think today's gp lesson is the most beneficial one since jc started. hahas. :) n i hope that my gp will improve from now on.. haix. i must get better than E for my promos!! wohoos. n right after lesson, i quickly walked to the bus stop to take 229 to tms to meet xy. i finally got my SGC after soooo long. n on the way out of the GO, we met joseph, jackson and company from mj. hahas. they all came back too! it was such a coincidence lols. n joseph is still the same old him. really glad to see that he's doing fine! n miss those days in tms whr we could hav so much fun together. Aish. since xy got to go back sch, i decided to go home instead of walking alone to find my teachers. but i missed my teachers so much! all those who taught me in sec3/4 were wonderful teachers esp ms patsy neo!! i wish i could attend her lesson every day. she inspires me a lot. =)

2008-07-10T13:02:00.005+08:00

A sweet day..

Farewell party! hmm.. lots of things happen.. n i shall talk about the happy ones 1st. after contact time ytd, me n yuanteng went to co room to see wat's gonna happen. lols. n when i stepped in, it feels as though i haven't been thr for a very long time. well, it's true that i didn't stepped into the co room for 1 mth alr. n i kinda miss the place. all those happy times that we spent in thr. it's just like my 2nd home. :) n after a while of intro. to the new comm, the whole xianyue decorated a board for e snrs! ahhahas. it was super fun doing that cos we had to rush through everything in like halfnhour. we managed to finish doing that n it was very pretty!! n at 530, our party started! wohoos. first was the prize presentation. some ppl got really funny nicks and we laughed alot. lots of scandals too. i nearly cried out. after dinner, i went round passing gifts to my snrs. it's sad that they're leaving us. but i hope that they will always remb mi! hehex. n i got 2 hugs, from liangyu and rachel. =) i really needed someone to hold me tight and i felt so loved.

n i didn't hav the courage to pass the last gift to some1. it's that last thing i'm giving you n i only wanted you to be happy always. i will treat u as a friend n no more special feelings. it's time to let go.
but when i saw u just now, my heart skipped a beat. it's that same old feeling again.

I luv all my seniors!! Thank you!!
Liangyu the sweetest
Rachel the big mouth
Roy the most gentleman
Vanessa the one who feared worms
Min young the most scandalous
Huiyi the one who likes eating bread

Edited:

I'm contended alr. :) u're still the nicest person! hehex.

2008-07-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

Today was a totally slack day in sch. Lessons were spent checking papers and thr wasn't any proper lesson except for maths today. but that's good cos i wasn't in the mood to do anything today. and after i came home at 330, i didn't touch any hw too. well.. i was only looking through the things that i hav made for my snrs! it sure brings back lots of memories. n tmr is finally the day!! hope that most of them will come.. while i was packing all the stuff for my snrs, i felt really happy cos i realised how much i luv them for all that they hav done for me. n it helps to brighten my mood cos i was rather depressed over my econs and gp results. haix. i tot i should hav done better than that. really disappointed!

2008-07-04T17:52:00.004+08:00

Pilot test for pw is finally over!!! freedom at last.(for e wkend).. hmm.. and i'm going iceskating wif my cg this sun. =p. hope i dun fall so many times. malu lex. n ytd's chinese oral was a easy topic:) so happi. wohoos. and pe was sucky ytd cos i was strengthless to do anything yet cher wan us to do 20 pull-ups. -.= my arms are aching like crazy now!! but on the way home, i walked to the back gate to take 31 but 12 came 1st and since my friend flagged the bus for me, i board 12. when it passed tj, well i guess it was such a coincidence that i saw him. hahahas. fate ah? and i was feeling so happi the whole night.

okays, japan photos part II... enjoy!

Mario! i was so excited when i see it. wohoos

The reindeer temple

Typical japanese lunch. super nice!

Trishaw.. lolz

Osaka castle

The stinky hot spring due to sulphur

The super huge bookstore

Snowy capped mountains in the background. not mt fuji though

2008-07-02T20:07:00.005+08:00

Photos for my japan trip!! finally up..
Part I :)

At the airport terminal2(departing)

The tiny mi!

Osaka castle

The cool fountain. it feels like heaven in that place

Group photo =)

We luv each other!!

the reindeers! it's stinko thr. but they r so cute!

I went to mt. fuji neh~!

2008-07-01T17:19:00.003+08:00

blehxx. tagged by lihui.. here goes:

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Smack him!! wahahahs. i'm evil.
2. if you have a dream to come true, what will it be? To be a successful women in life and to marry the person i lik:)
3. what will your dream wedding be like? Beautiful and grand
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? no
5. What's your ideal lover like? Smarter than me and someone who loves me very much
6.What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? i've waited for 3years. so ...
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? depends
9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? yes, seeing meridians on the streets. is it a wise decision to leave mj. haix
10. Is being tagged fun? wat do u think? olh.
11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time? great career
12. Who are currently the most imptortant people to you? family, friends, co snrs
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? watches taiwan dramas all the time.
14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor? married but poor
15. What's the first thing you do every morning? on the heater -.=
16. Would you give all in a relationship? depends
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? the one who loves me more
18. What type of friends do you like? nice to talk to
19. What type of friends do you dislike? those who cheat on me

I'm happy today!! got back my maths,physics n chem ytd and today.. was happy wif myself for putting in effort in my studies and getting the results that i wan. :) n i treated myself to greentea macflurry toda. oreo's one is nicer. =x. it's fattening but i ran 2.4km today.

2008-06-27T13:34:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! JCTs over!!!

I will be back to my self.. not so much of mugging le. Sorry for not blogging for the whole wk. i was practically shutting myself up from the whole world except the school. lols. everyday after exams, i would stay in my room n study study until it's time for bed. It's such a tough life man! I could at least feel abit of freedom. wahahahs. hmm.. the papers are generally okay except econs. -.= i dun even know wth i am writing n i really felt like giving up my essay in the middle of the exam. n my worst subject:gp. this time round, i think i did okay, was better than i thought. hope i wil get at least a sub-pass.=x. while i'm blogging, xy n deb are still sitting for their bio paper. hohohoho. for once, physics rocks!

n so when maths ended today, me and my class girls went to simpang to eat rotiprata for breakfast/lunch. n i'm feeling happy again! honey prata ish too sweet for me.

Enough about jcts.. well, the next thing that's on my mind is the farewell party.
n i wan a new bag. gonna get one soon.

2008-06-22T09:33:00.000+08:00

i luv rainy mornings! it's such a such feeling.

Jcts starts tmr. oh god. =x

2008-06-18T09:33:00.003+08:00

I feel as though i'm a pig.

Ytd was my grandma's birthday and the whole family went out to have dinner at Roland restaurant at marine parade. so, it's another gathering together wif my cousins and relatives. but our family is rather small and we occupied only 1 table. n my cousin brought his gf along. was quite of expecting it. her features really beautiful. =) i was super hungry before the food came cos i had an early lunch. n then when my mom ask anyone wan rice, thr was like hardly any response cos they ordered noodles as well. i was like huh? no rice. but hahas my cousin then said anything and i got my bowl of rice. weeeee. i luv eating rice.lols. but i guess the rice too fillin and when the last dish came out(noodles), i was alr very full bt tried to squeeze the noodles down my throat. =p. The best is still chilli crab wif mantou!! n my food was not fully digested when i went off for bed. such a terrible feeling.=x.

2008-06-13T20:41:00.002+08:00

It's supposed to be PW meeting now! but yet i am blogging. the reason being no one is online except ky. this is the 2nd time our online meeting has gone to a failure. wth!! seriously, online meetings doesn't work for us. our group ah.. haix. can't seem to do work online de. everyone can't seem to come at the same time. -.= and one more person just came online an hour later from the time we are supposed to meet. wow that's so great. but at least the past hour has been spent discussing on useful stuff wif ky. i wasted half and hour doing nth the previous time. this is so shitty. feeling so dam pissed off. rawrrrr. n i concluded once again that PW SUX. sorry to those who like pw.(does anyone like pw??) =/

so from tmr onwards, it's 9 days to JCTs. almost like 1 wk left. it reminds me of the wk before O levels. feeling super nervous about not being able to finish studying. but glad to say that i'm done wif physics.maths n chem are almost done. econs>> haven't started. bleh. cos that one just nid to memorise. last few days then memorise lol. wahhas. GP>> dun even know how to start.

n pw meeting has ended. -.= will be postphoned to tmr or sunday. wahseh. so idoit!!

u r the one whom i placed the least hope on. but i found out that u're the one who contributes the most when u r present. it really amazes me. i think i would have given up hope if u're not ard today.hahas.

2008-06-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

Jina's tired!! *yawn* i'm feeling so sleepy though it's only 930. i wonder how some managed to sleep after midnight. o0. i wanna watch tv but can't cos i hav to finish my dynamics tys by tonight. haix. consultation tmr for physics. sianxx.

let's watch e fireworks together.

2008-06-07T14:16:00.002+08:00

Thx so much lihui for the phone call ytd.i wanted to call u too de.. hahahs. telepathy ah? it's such a nice feeling to b talking to u n i felt so much better!! weeeeeeee. okies so i'm supposed to be doing my whole pile of maths exercises now. but after doing that for the whole morning, i'm sort of like getting headaches. arghh. calculus sux man! but it's still one of the easier topics. owell.. back to my mugging.

2008-06-06T09:42:00.003+08:00

I wanna cry all my sorrows out...

i needed so badly to talk to someone. oh god. pls help me survive this..
well, things are now this way and it won't change anymore so i'll just accept it. it'll still b fun i hope. i'm getting to miss my snrs now since they are leaving us le.. snrs are so fun-loving both in tms and tj. i won't 4get those times together which i cherish very much!it's always been the snrs which made me feel great to be part of the co family. so without them it kinda feels as though something's missing and it doesn't feel as fun anymore. but i can only say all the best to them le.

a sad girl girl.

2008-06-05T10:30:00.003+08:00

weeeee! i'm back from japan! Touched down at T3 at 1040 ytd and left the airport ard 11+ and the moment i got home i jus sleep. i'm such a pig during the trip yea cos i slept all the way while we were travelling on e bus. i did nth much but eat and sleep. but the food is nice though. so how many kilometres do i hav to run to burn away all that? hahahs. i thought i would sleep past 10am but i was up like 8 in the morn and here i am blogging in sch, waiting for my chem lesson to start. aish. i bought lots of pressies but realise that it wasn't enough! shit myself! so sorry if u end up getting nth fm me. lols.

It's time for mugging once again! i'm so screwed man!! i got so much things to study and i haven't started on anything. haix. hope that things will go on well for me. and it's such a pity that i hav to miss co camp!! rawrrr!! o well... photos will b up a thousand years later..bye.

Edited:
Meeting up together is always fun! =p. hope that u enjoyed urself today!! really sorry that i had to leave so early. haix.

2008-05-25T12:38:00.005+08:00

I HATE TO FALL SICK!

Feeling really tired and sick now. The cause? Lack of sleep during the past few days due to mardi gras and CO. I'm relieved and sad that it's finally over( the concert). Becos i couldn't take it much longer, if thr is another day of event going on, i think i will just faint thr. Well, concert's over, ppl are jumping for joy becos of it's success and sobbing away cos it's the last performance together with the J2s. It feels as though i jus know them a few days ago. why is time so cruel? passing so fast and not letting us have much more happy memories to keep?

But as i say, practices are tough and it has made in sick to a state that i hav to sleep on the bed the whole day, no mood to do anything. n how am gonna finish my tutorials for the make-up lectures next wk? i wonder... i really hope i can get well fast in the next few days cos i'm flying to japan on tues!

So at the present moment, i'm writing farewell cards to my seniors. I took super long to write one cos it seem that my brain is not functioning. =(

A post for me to remember, 24 May 2008:
In the morning i was in a madrush to school cos i woke up at 615 and we had to be in sch by 7. so, i was late and came at 720. It's super paiseh cos of so many earlybirds. During the journey thr, my mind was filled with pain becos of the last day that we will be performing together on stage. The times that we get to this close will be over soon becos i won't be going for the camp. I can't seem to bury u at the bottom of my heart. Now, i feel more pain. But i cherished every moment to see u on stage. It's never enough for me and i can't stop thinking of you all the time. Why? why do u hav to make me suffer and my heart is aching. i guess the main problem lies in me. i dun wanna give you up. Today, i feel the real you on stage, being e perfect person . On the way back, i could see the tiredness and weariness in you. I was depressed at that moment. The only thing i hoped for is for you to be happy and xin4fu2. when it was time to go, i dragged my feet out of the co room. the last sight of seeing you upclose. i won't 4get. If only i was brave enough, just a photo, i will be contended.

seeing you is a joy. what will happen if you are no longer thr when i yearn to see you......i dunno..... Maybe time will solve all problems.

2008-05-19T18:11:00.002+08:00

The days that i won't forget

An outing? a gathering? It's always what i really like to go for instead of shopping.

Just a short one will do.

I feel like i am myself once again.

I felt so much better being with you guys, laughing and chatting all day long.

N i never regret going out though i feel guilty that i haven't done any work.

Life can be tough from now on but thanks for all those cheerful memories that i could think about when i'm feeling down.

I'm keeping more and more of happy memories!

I hope that it will always stay this way.(the fun times)

Thx huiyan,eileen,yiwei,hongkun,jinyu n sufen for making 18 May a really sweet day.

2008-05-16T20:00:00.003+08:00

It's such a bloody waste of time!!! i'm so pissed off wif someone! making me spent so much time on that dam thing and u tell me that we are doing smth else!

i just hope that we can finish everything soon. no meetings on sun pls! i'm gonna go shopping. wohoos.

2008-05-12T19:37:00.005+08:00

CHEM SPA IS FINALLY OVER! YEAAA!

I'm feeling super hyped up now cos i survived today. lolz. today is one of e most sian day becos of chem spa n it's at the last period. i was like feeling so scared for e whole day. but once i get things started, time just passed so fast then it's over so quickly. wahhahas. n i hav got no more tests for this term le. hmm, only got like 7 days of schooling to holidays. wk 10 will b a really fun wk cos thr's so many things happening: mon, tues no sch. wed-fri, i'll hav a sec3 buddy wif me. fri got mardi gras and sat is concert le! wohoos. such an exciting wk! i'm so looking forward to wk10.

2008-05-10T21:23:00.004+08:00

After 1 wk of MIA, i'm back once again! Not feeling as stress as before but feeling more tired. I'm feeling so dam sleepy now but i can't slp! got to prepare some stuff for PW meeting tmr. Aish. n i totally dun hav any ideas for GPP lol. oni james can help me think of ideas now. wahhahas. Today is such an unproductive day for mi. i didn't touch any hw at all! it will b a shitty day tmr rushing out e hw. n i got to prepare for chem spa which is on MON! so suay can. but at least that's the only important thing next wk. oni got spa. no tests. which means that after mon, i will feel sooo relieved.

in the morn, had co practice n after that went to hav lunch n then to scout for dress at far east. My legs are so sore fm walking too long. guess that it's becoz i haven't been going out shopping lately. not used to shopping for so long. lolz. n finally after walking for so long, i got my dress at this fashion for $22. aish. so heartpain for that $$ spent cos i hav been spending lots of money lately.(notes, dress, co concert, choir concert.) haix.

2008-05-02T19:46:00.002+08:00

Yipeee! PI is finally over. Spent like half the day editing that irritating PI and didn't spend much time on my physics. so, the test today was super screwed up! i was stuck at the first qn alr. i just hope that it won't a single digit plss..anyway, after e physics test i felt so accomplished. cos it's finally over.. i really hate physics test man cos they set such difficult questions. arghh. I've gotten my freedom again for this wkend! wohoos. i shall rest more and not mug so much. =p n i gtg search for a dress for CO concert which means spending money on that dress.-.= my mum isn't going to sponser the dress for me n i'm down to a poor kid again. okies.. 3 more wks to Japan.

I CAN'T WAIT !!!

i see ppl ard me being so xin4fu2. so envious!

2008-04-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

Argh!! it's PI once again. dam shitty!! got back my official 3rd draft today and it seems pretty okay until lihui take a peek into it. well, my ideas are wat is being rejected by her cher lols. tsktsk. so it means that if my PI got marked by her cher, i will sure die. -.= so lihui was helpin me to brainstorm some innovative ideas after contact time. Thanks so much man! I hope that my PI is somehow up to her cher's standard. but anyway, her cher is soooo good la! cos she really give detailed ans as to how to improve. it's such a pity that i didn't show her my PI cos i was rushing to go CO!!(i went in an hour late lols) arghh. so regret can! so i can only depend on myself le. =( 1 more day of hard work.

So during co, i was fiddling with my PI. n liangyu said i looked so stress. wahhas. PI is indeed stressful lol. today is also MEGAHOUSE FUNCTION at TJC. it's like a mini-partying for the college ppl. Shanmin and chuwen asked me to go but i didn't bring clothes to change. n wearing sch uni will be dam weird. but after co, the co ppl say "let's go megahouse function together." so the co ppl all wear sch uni up thr. but me and my friend gtg off cos we ask our parents to come le. wth lols! i really wanted to go de.. =x aish.

CO committee application forms is out le. everyone hav to go through an interview. aish. i wanna run but how am i gonna face u during the interview.. omg!

2008-04-27T09:14:00.003+08:00

Sports day was not as exciting as i thought. The only fun that i had was cheering for my class people! n cheerleading is dam cool too. Those ppl spent so much time practising jus for the sports meet. It's really a hella waste of time as wat my class ppl said. hahas. they were complaining almost everyday lols but i guess they had much fun together as a team. =) Aish, n becos of sports day, i got sunburnt! i was sitting right under the tent but i still got burnt. -.= the heat is really strong! Anyway, thr were refreshments for e officials which was left-overs from teachers. But it's still quite nice.=p.

Ytd was a pretty sianx day at home cos i didn't feel like doing revision. I completed my hw in the morning and revisions are ususally done last minute(which is today!). so, at evening time when i couldn't take it much longer, i went to the stadium to run. ran for 2.4km n was super drained out le. but i feel sooo happi!! it's my first time trying to run during e evening n the feeling is very nice. i guess it's becos thr wasn't any sun and not much ppl ard. n i saw a phobos girl wif another mj guy running too. hahas. i was wearing the miranda shirt when i ran so yea.. Off to eat breakfast...

2008-04-24T20:23:00.003+08:00

Wohoos. NO mock 2.4km today. Today is a good day to run the mock 2.4 but well, pe was cancelled cos i guess thr wasn't enough teachers to "supervise".(we dun nid supervisation de lols.) well, thurs grp PE is always cancelled for the past few wks. most of the classes hav ran their mock 2.4 but not my class. wahahahs. i'm so lazy to run for it. so i dun mind postphoning the mock run. but we still hav to run during mass pe. for even longer distances. i sure hope that i dun run "lucky-heights" next wk man!! it's a torture to run up that steep slope! arghh! n i haven't been training my stamina for the past few wks. thr were so many times that i wanted to go for morning run but i was too lazy to wake up. i just wanted my beauty slp! n thr goes my run. aish. i'll go run this wkend i hope. =p.

Today was a super long day. if i know that pe will be cancelled i could go home at 120pm! so i stayed til ard5. but at least i completed my econs essay. i wasn't even concentrating much while i was doing n i was writing crap. zz. so upon completion of my essay, i gave myself a treat: blackberry yoghurt ice-cream! wohoos. that icecream stall came to tj today n it's super nice! but it's expensive. $2.50 for just a small cup. aish. so no more yoghurt icecream for me.=x

Sports day tmr. =DDD go alpha warriors!

2008-04-20T13:26:00.002+08:00

Heyos! yeh...i'm done wif my hw for the wkends. wohoos. So, it's left with revisions and preparation for chem test. Aish.i also 4get to buy my tys for chem so cannot prac. today. sianx! i was thinking whether to do it anot cos test is on thurs n my mon-wed ends very late.!! CO prac will be extended for another hour on tues. i dun like it lex!! sooo super busy now. but i know that prac are good for us in preparing for our own tjco concert. so no more grumbles*

we played our very best during the concert ytd. i could feel it thr deep in my heart. we hav not left huang laoshi down! so let's work hard togther for our concert!! i have seen how happy everyone was n i finally understood!

2008-04-18T16:54:00.003+08:00

Time flies. It's like the end of wk 5 of term2 le. aish. I feel that time past faster now as compared to sec4. well, that shows how busy we are that we tend to forget about the time. Hmm, this wk isn't as hectic as last wk cos no tests. wahhahs. but next wk got chem test le: mole concept, atomic structure n chem bonding. N my chem bonding is like so lousy. thr are so many things to study for that chap. lols. but my cher still say these 3 topics are the easiest in the syllabus. then my whole class was like "huh??!!". the problem is wif chem bonding. e other 2 r ok. how can chem bonding b an easy topic? haix.

got back my 2nd PI n hav to edit lots of things. cher say it just nids more details. but hor, i got a classmate doing the same topic as me. aish. n i 4got to ask wat's his proposal lolz. i dun think will b e same idea cos my cher also nv say anything. =p. i'm gonna chiong fin my PI tonight cos my saturday is gone for good due to concert la! sianx. hav to wake up so early n go home so late. -.= well, life is nv easy. at least my hard work paid off in my studies. =p. i didn't fail my econs essay test! wohoos. all e nights i spent on econs is not wasted. becos of this, i have greater faith in econs.

2008-04-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

Let the tears heal mi.

~screwed up my chem prac. today.
~gonna get back my 2nd PI tmr. hope i won't screw that up again.

My mind is filled with lots of things. many difficulties to overcome.

2008-04-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

i luv going to the airport! wohoos. (it brings back fond memories...)

I spent the afternoon n evening at e airport today. well, was mugging, eating, laughing wif sherr,xinyi n gary. wahahahs. It's really great to be out of my house again. i feel trapped whenever i'm at home probably becos my room is a study room. It's literally study!! e airport is such a cooling place.i'm always freezing in thr. it makes me wan to slp. but i ended up mugging most of the time. =p.

so.. hmm, meeting up wif u guys is always fun and entertaining.=) i feel so thankful that i still got u ppl as my friends. though we r not in the same sch, i hope that our friendship will continue 4eva. =p. thx for e marshmellows though it was for sherr. hahas. i was eating alot of that. but gummies will b so much nicer to eat.. so dun buy marshys next time ahh. n i wan hersley's cookies n cream chocolate! aish. xinyi ah.. dun lose ur snacks again wor. so we were studying in macs at T2 until 8. n wanted to have dinner at popeye's at T1. but when we went to popeye's, the queue was like super long so we go the staff canteen. well, only a few of the stalls were opened. we go popeye's to check e queue and it was even longer! arghh. so dinner was at BK. haix. no student meal n spent a bomb on dinner again.

Some photos that we took:

2008-04-11T21:21:00.002+08:00

Can't seem to find time to update my blog during the past few days. It feels as though i'm only free on friday for the whole week. Aish. This wk past pretty fast man!! i remb i was counting down to friday when it was only monday, 7th April. n now's friday! wohoos. E coming wkends will b rather packed for me cos thr's lots of revision and tutorials to do. i wanna catch up wif work fast..so i shall mug during e wkends even though thr isn't any tests the following wk. i'm so happi that thr's no tests coming up!! thr is finally a break for me.=) tests are really driving me crazy. n my first econs essay test was a killer. arghh.

I had sports official duties this wk as well.it's really fun to b a time-keeper but.. my reaction is dam slow lols. my timing is always off but o well, practice makes perfert. i hope i will not screw up on the finals.=p. n ytd, we had to take timings even though it's like raining super heavily. i was completely drenched! e runners are more pathetic though. lols.

i hope that i will hav time to go out!!

2008-04-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

It has been a pretty long week n things are still e same. My energy is being drained away at such a fast rate that i find it hard to regenerate it. Haix. anyway, thx to all those nights mugging, i was able to catch up wif work! =] n maths test was do-able afterall.. i tot it will b super tough. =p. but thr's another test coming on again next wed: Econs essay test!! arghh. i hate to write essays man. n it's so hard to predict the qn that will come out. -.=i will study hard for it de! n PI again. so shitty.

Thr's so many things that's happening in term2:
1. arkcard ambassador tmr(CIP activity). it's takin up my whole afternoon at sat at J8. but nvm, i'll take it as a break.
2. sports official duty: i will b even more busy for e next 2 wks. wonder why i signed up for this..zz
3. speech day:going back to tms to collect prize =p
4. east zone concert, tjco concert, mardi gras
5. humanities trip to japan!! wohoos. i'm so looking forward to this. my first time going to japan!!

Today has been a fun day for mi! I just came back ard 10+ from studying wif val, qq,zh...(ppl in heart of god church!)hahas. it's been really fun studying togther though most of our time were spent eating n chatting. but anyway, it's glad to hav u guys as friends!=] but, i had to miss e dinner wif pae friends. =(

2008-04-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

wohoos.April fool's day!no tricks for watsoever. except from one by a chem lecturer who said that: MOE has just announced that chemical bonding is taken out of the syallabus. LT: hUh?!!

it's supposed to b my slping time n0w but i here i am blogging. well, i'm actually taking a break from studing for my maths test. since jc life started, i had to study until 10+ everyday just to study for tests n to complete hw!! it's really a tough life. haix.my maths test is this thurs n guess wat. 4 chapters to study which comprises of 7 tutorials! n i'm reading e tutorials while blogging. lols. CCA is taking up too much of my time as well. i dun hav time to study from mon-wed. so everything has to be done in advance.. arghh. n sometimes, i just hav to stay up throughout e night. -.= i hope that life will change for e better after the 2 performances that i'm going to hav.
n crap, my PI was not very well done.. hav to change many things for e 2nd draft.

2008-03-27T21:04:00.003+08:00

Wohoos!! Tmr's friday which marks the end of school day for the wk. Wkends r coming again! This wk has been a busy wk for me mainly due to pw. i've been spending nites rushing out my PI and i hope tht my efforts won't go to waste. n becos of that, i had very little slp during e past few days. Aish.. but anyway, it's over le. at least i alr have a idea for my PI so no nid to think so much about it . =p. (ppl in mj still thinking about ur PI right??. JY to u guys!)

n CCA is sooooooo busy for me! practices are 3 days a wk, mon.tues.wed. so i go home super duper late. !!! i'm not sure whether i can manage my time well if i'm gonna be so busy wif CCA throughout my Jc life. haix. but o well, wkends r always thr for mugging.-.= though i'm alr so busy wif cca, i'm signing up for some cip activities too. that's to build up my portfolio. hahahs. but it's gonna b real fun too!

*opportunites are thr for u to grab.

2008-03-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

If the tears heal u then let them fall..- this is from my friend's msn nick.
e first time i read it, many thoughts flowed into my mind. i totally agree wif it!. cry if u really nid to. that's wat i do too n tears will help u 4get ur problems. =p

i'm feeling so sleepy n tired now cos i got home ard 9+ n my dinner was at 930 like that. i was so dam hungry on e way home la. but i had much fun tonight!~ wohoos. easter service at qq's church is super 'high' n fun!! e atmosphere thr was super cool lols. didn't look as though i was thr was church service. lols. n e ppl thr were so friendly n nice! made lots of new friends within e few hours i was thr. they sure can talk lots of nonsense stuff. it was so much easier talking to them than to my tj friends. aish, it's just so hard to find a person that i can talk so much to...
n wth, biondi "bang-seh" us.. leaving jeffri e only guy.. hahahs. but he wasn't lonely though. but nvm, biondi is going to get it from qq on mon. wahahahs.